Back again. Last time?

[someguy1233]

I reviewed finances, mortgages, etc. last night. It might not end up as bad as I thought. My parents have agreed to let me live with them with S for 1-2 years while I save up a down payment for a smaller place. They have a large house with plenty of space. It's not the ideal situation, but it would allow for some stability while I get back on my feet.

I started reading about D process. W would probably be willing to do it ourselves to avoid paying lawyers.

The more I read about D, the more I get sick to my stomach. I don't want a D. I want a happy and healthy relationship with W. I just don't know if that's ever a possibility... It's always been this same cycle. At some point enough is enough...