Journaling: last mc went well in some ways. Not in terms of reconciliation, but in terms of communication. We both listened to each other well and we both felt heard.

W wants D. Said her heart was looking outward, not inward. She said she wants to feel free and she doesn't even though I'm out of house for a month now.
C encouraged w to not rush D, said it wouldn't make her feel free.

I have noticed she's texting a coworker a lot now, I guess she's beginning a R w him. I will not bring it up because I don't want her to feel like I'm snooping or controlling. But I feel conflicted paying for her phone for her to have an affair with...

I'm very busy with work atm, spending spare time with my kids. She only calls when she wants something from me, like to fix something in the house.


Me:46 W:40
M:10 T:17
D:9 S:6
BD:12/11
ILYBINILWY:8/12
Served 2/13
I moved out 2/13
I moved back 6/13
W moved out 9/13