Been super busy with the kids, since H was out of town this weekend. But, he has also not been by to see them yet. Last night I got pretty upset by it. Plus, my friends were texting me videos of H climbing, zip lining, etc. Makes me sad. Makes me miss my friend. He said that too, in a conversation sunday night on his way back to town. That he really likes me again. The process, missing my friend. I don't get mad at myself anymore. I should be more worried if I wasn't missing him.
So when he called to say that he had to go to his grandma's to finish getting all her stuff out (has to be out by friday) and couldn't come by to see the kids, I was upset. He did say a buch about knowing I needed a break. Yeah, I've been with the kids by myself for a week and a half. I'm pregnant and S3 has been up half the night going on 4 days. But I don't say that. Why is that? I want to never complain. I had become a huge complainer to H. Instead of my partner, I just dumped my frustrations on him. But, I also need to not go the opposite direction. Something to think about.
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M: 9 yrs T: 13 yrs H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs Dbing 12/12 S 1/13 7/13 H moved back in basement. 8/13 #3 born 10/13 still cheating 10/13 He moves across country, I file for D
