Not confused, still emotional, getting very angry

[JBolt]

I am not certain he is worried of me moving on, as I think there is a lot of undertone in his email that he wants to move on...without me. Fine his choice. And that is how I took the comment of "don't wait for me..."

That's called "guilt" and it's baffling when they don't realize how transparent they are. Don't let him insult your intelligence like this, "don't wait for me" = "I can't face what I've done". Boo-hoo.
J.