Forgot to include the hope. She has but in indirect statements. She'll say things like when I move back in, or lets get a family portrait. She won't push for separation papers or put the house up for sale. She is at our house everyday.

I have to grasp onto those for hope. There are just as many bad signs too. All part of the ride. Today, two little boys are keeping me in this. Someday, that may not be enough.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later