Hey Mtnman... I hear ya.. totally struggling with it all today. I may have even backslid or at least I did a temp check and now am beating myself up. I agree, being rejected and unappreciated by someone you love is unbearable. Many tears out of me today. Im a wreck!
Please don't do anything stupid.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)