I'm really struggling today. I'm sick of this! It's taking all I can do to not load up the boys and leave. Only reason I don't is because it would lessen the chances of staying together. I'm just tired of feeling like I'm being played. Being unappreciated by someone you care for is unbearable.

I hope I make it through supper tonight. Which reminds me, they're all waiting on yours truly to fix it. Angry......

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later