I don't think there's a way to get through life without regrets. I have some very big ones that try to pull me down sometimes; not staying in school and becoming a doctor is one of my biggest. I know I would have loved it and would have been good at it. When I see surgeons on tv or in hospitals, I feel this deep wave of sadness and longing.

CV, you sound so depressed. Have you spoken to your doctor about it?


M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing