I have no intentions of dating...not until I AM READY to date. When that time comes, this relationship will have to have been well behind me.
With that said, I totally get your point, 25yearsmlc. I have been really REALLY trying to keep a level keel and keep my emotions in check. Today and lastnight have been extremely difficult.
A mutual friend of ours lashed out at W for some of her recent actions. This friend simply felt he needed to speak his mind and set the record straight. I have asked him repeatedly through the months to please not discusss our marriage, but He flat doesn't approve of W's choices, nor the fact that she is still living here and allowing my family to support her. He didn't get form this opinion from me, even though we share the same feelings. Actually, most of our friends and family have expressed a dislike about W's choices. Either way, needless to say W started treating me oddly yesterday. We had been getting along pretty well. I asked her what was up, and she more or less put it all on me of course. During that, we had ANOTHER impromtu R talk while she was hammering me about friends words to her. I didn't initiate any of this, other than asking why she was being stand offish towards me. I feel that some really REALLY good points were made during our looooong conversation, but W's feelings did not waiver an inch. Suxks to be me....roller coaster time....WEEEEEEEEEEE!
