This morning has been a little rough! Four hours of sleep isn't enough.
I'm still shocked that we're here again. I feel stupid for being shocked. We've been through this literally more times than I can remember. It's just surprising since in the last two weeks W has talked numerous times about wanting to have another kid. I told her that I wasn't interested in being a single father to TWO kids and that we needed to ensure our relationship was solid before making that decision. She understood and she wasn't interested in being a single mother to the ONE kid we have...
She also gave lots of hugs, kisses, etc. which is my LL and she knows it.
As much as I love her, I feel like this back and forth needs to stop. I thought our lives were back on track and now I'm back in limbo-land.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
