I applaude you and really value you for being so totally honest and open with how you are feeling. I too feel EXACTLY the same way. In fact I bet more people than we realize feel that way and yes it's a part of society now. We are more disconnected from each other and humanity than ever before.
Thank you so much for writing all that you have.
My W left me just over 5 years ago and has been pleasant and nice ever since. I was hoping she would come around and we could get back together. We have an 8 and a 10 year old child.
Last night I got a long email from my XW saying that she is now in a serious relationship and she told the kids last night. My poor little daughter was hysterical. She knows how much I still love her mom and was hoping we would get back together.
Anyway my XW said she was sorry for causing me and our kids pain and how great of a father I am. She feels what's best for our kids is to see us in a happy relationship with new partners.
Anyway, we all continue on to good days and bad days. Thanks god for this forum for support !
Hope you have a better day today.
Me/W: 46/36 D7.6/S6 T/M: 7.5/6.5 Bomb 12/05/07 D final: 03/03/09
