Posting some random thoughts and feelings for today. Getting everything packed is going a little slow. W hasn't been participating at all. She has been pulling her usual routine of go to work, stay out/somewhere else and only come home briefly to change clothes. Our lease ends in six days and she just barely applied for a new place. Well actually I had to take in the app for her. Here is the thing: Not interested in being vindictive but also don't feel like packing up for her while she *@#*# off the entire week. At this point in time I already do all the house work, have been the one homeschooling our son and really am not interested in helping move her stuff. At the same time S is almost here and I don't have to worry about her not helping anymore. Don't want to start a useless fight, but don't want to be a door mat either.
On a positive note S and I had an awesome day together. Monday has been our day for awhile and it was great. Played and laughed all day, listened to music together and baked bread in the evening. Enjoying my time with my boy.
Me-36 W-31 M-7 S-5 BD Dec/12- things were wrong for awhile, head was in the sand
Seeking means: to have a goal Finding means: to be free, to be receptive, to have no goal
