Reading through my L's deposition, I feel as if i'm betraying my stbx somehow...
Having these things said about him in open court - the stuff that normally would be aired only to bring down an adversary - makes me feel so conflicted.
I know I have to protect my remaining assets for me and the kids... but there's no recovery from what he's done when it gets deposed like this in open court.
I still feel like I should be protecting him - he's not his 'right' self and hasn't been for a while. The guy I knew would never have treated his wife and kids like this.
How can I betray him like this if he's not responsible for what he's doing?
If he is, then I was taken in by a con-man who played me for money for 15 years and when it finally ran out, he moved on to his next victim.
