Am I kidding myself.

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Keeping on, one day at a time.... Trying, in what little free time I have, to figure out what "living life" means for me.

Have continued to have periodic contact with Wife either by text or phone.  Pretty well split on who initiates contact.  She casually mentioned that she had contacted OM about some medical issue and that it had been months since she had talked to him.  This fits with what I have suspected.  I was not  bothered by her contacting him but rather pleased that it appears she is ending her emotional attachment to him.  When I started this thread I never thought that would happen.   I also wonder what happened but does it really matter, definitely not right now.

So where do I go from here?  Do what works, what brings about the results i am hoping for.  I know i need to continue to give her the time and space to find herself and heal.   Work on our communication through emails, begin to address some of our issues?  This seemed to help back in July when I would initiate some level of discussion. To try and draw out a bit of what she was feeling.  I get so torn with doing so verses what feels like doing nothing but work on myself....  Snodderly, i hear you already "let go and let God".

Keeping all on this site in my thoughts and prayers, "be the better person"