Nero Nero....wherefore art thou Nero? Are your driving to NJ, going home to mum? I wish we were bff's and I was meeting you for coffee tomorrow and piña colladas Fri night. I'm starting to dream about meeting new men, last night I was kissing an actor and woke up hot and bothered, he wasn't even my fantasy guy but he smelled really good.

I am steering toward excepting the idea that I will be moving past my R with H and moving toward living a seperate life from him. Like he said he left the M long ago, I'm going to start catching up with that. If he ever does come out of this I just may not be there with open arms, too little to late is how that may go.

Hope your safe....staying clear of any more sadness.

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!