Still treading water

[Grizz]

AS, I definitely need to remember baby steps. I guess her being nice and not angry is a baby step.

Sailing and 25, I am leaning toward not asking her to go. The tough thing is that the game is during the week and I am not sure if any of my buddies can get off work.

25, laughing together is huge. One of the reasons she loved and liked me was my sense of humor. She thinks it is sexy if you are funny. I am not totally sure how it happened but we lost this recently. Well I say I don't know how it happened but actually I attribute it to the stress of life. Small kids, disliking work, busy schedules, we just lost the fun. This is tough to get back because she sees me in a poor light right now so things that I know she would have thought were funny previously she will not even crack a smile at now.