Ok. Update on my situation. I am an idiot. For the past two week, XW and I have been seeing each other on a fairly regular basis, and we have even been out alone a few times. She has been texting me and telling me how much she enjoys being with me. Good news, right. Well, I got scared and selfish. I wanted more (of course). I was not satisfied with how our relationship was progressing. I suggested that we stopped doing this and just concentrate on the children. Why? Again, selfishness and fear. She stated that she was enjoying our time together and thought things would work out. I immediately did a 180 (not a db 180) and explained to her my selfishness and fear. She said she would agree to continue what we are doing. I am very thankful for that.
My question, I wonder how much time I have not set us back to a possible R? How do I continue to act/talk with her to give her the security that I will not suggest walking away again?
BD: 8/20/2012 W Files: 8/23/2012 S: 8/25/2012 (I moved out) D Final: 3/5/2013
