thank you to all of you have stuck with me thru my shenanigans..lol I appreciate you all so much.
grace-
you are so right. it does feel like enough. the amazing thing to me is that I haven't given up. god only gives you what you can handle. at times it feels like too much, so I lean on him. im not religious but I am spiritual. he has carried me for a long time. soon I will be able to walk on my own again. of that I am sure. I don't care if I have an amazing future. I just want a normal one..lol thank you for bein there for me =)