Running out of steam

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I guess I should feel grateful that W will not leave house yet as she has nowhere to go, needs a ft job and knows that she would need to leave kids here which would cause problems for me work wise. I am grateful to her for that, she could have walked out which would have been easier for her emotionally. I think we both find it hard to live together but we are getting on, even if I feel we are both pretending sometimes.