Lol AS.
I know. I just want to understand so bad that things will never be like they were before. That's not what I want in life anymore. This is my bed for now though and I have to lay in it. My only real concern at this point is something I can't control. And that's another man coming along or her getting emotionally involved with someone. But there is nothing I can do about that.
Other than that I believe it's really a matter of being patient and continuing to work on me and things will work


M 37 W 30
S 7
Together 10 years
Married 9 years
BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day)
I moved to apartment 1/11/13
W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13
Peicing: 6/3/13
Reconciled: 7/2013
BD2: 4/20/16
still working on it