Lol AS. I know. I just want to understand so bad that things will never be like they were before. That's not what I want in life anymore. This is my bed for now though and I have to lay in it. My only real concern at this point is something I can't control. And that's another man coming along or her getting emotionally involved with someone. But there is nothing I can do about that. Other than that I believe it's really a matter of being patient and continuing to work on me and things will work
M 37 W 30 S 7 Together 10 years Married 9 years BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day) I moved to apartment 1/11/13 W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13 Peicing: 6/3/13 Reconciled: 7/2013 BD2: 4/20/16 still working on it