Coming by to say I am supporting you. I think I can relate the queasiness and think Ruby identified correctly that is could be all of the 'what ifs' involved.
You have such a strong mind, I am confident you will come to a decision that you are comfortable with soon.
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TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home