If it's the right decision for me, why do I feel sick to my stomach about it? and all of its alternatives...
This is the easiest to solve lmao....I don't know about you but these decisions always make me feel queasy because they all have there what ifs....What if it is the wrong decision fo me? What if this goes to hell in a hand basket? What if I screw it up and it ruins any chance I may have? What if H thinks the opposite of my actions...What if, what if?
This trip is putting the teeter totter off balance when you were just gaining equilibrium back. It is perfectly normal to feel like this...
This is the only question for now...do YOU want to go? Yes or No? Find your answer, sit with it, make list of pros and cons and those pros and look at the pros and cons. You can then decide if YOU have more pros, if kids have more pros, if it is something you can do at this particular point.
Also if pass is good for summer, take Ss later on, your own little trip. Sit on this a bit
