I felt better for having gotten those feelings off my chest. I spent Sunday ripping out my bathroom. My sister and her husband are coming this week to help me put in he new fixtures. It's one of the things I need to do to prepare for selling. I'm thinkin about doing a passive sale...listing it on a Craig's list type site to see if there are any takers. The thought makes me feel a bit vulnerable but we'll see.
I asked a random stranger what she thought of my paint choice at the store yesterday. Wanted a second opinion as I'm dreadful at that sort of thing. We got to chatting and it turns out she's a relative of the guy I moved here and lived with. We'd spent some time with them a dozen years ago. Small world.
Tonight I'll have dinner with a childhood friend who's here on business.
No shortage of things to do but everything just feels hollow. I wish I could snap out of it. I did some reading on betrayal trauma yesterday. Interesting stuff.
me 45 H 46 T 5 M 2.5 BD Sept 6 2011 OW Sept 8 2011 Threw him out Sept 8 2011
