Need to add, husband has NOT been back to the doctor, will not go, will not talk to any professional about his depression and isnt even honest with his own family about whats going on.
Even with my DBing and GALing it may or may not have any impact on him in his condition. But thats not the point right? I am trying to make a better stronger me and letting him go, as much as i dont want to, may be a part of that. I respect the vows i made to him but i cant force a sick man to stay with me if he truly wants out. Maybe letting go is also part of "loving and cherishing."
