Not confused, still emotional, getting very angry

[BRNR]

So, a bit of bad news. I was blocked by H of seeing his Facebook page, but of one of my Freinds isn't and he just told me that H added back OW to his Freinds on Friday....ugh!

I will admit, it has hit me hard...guess she is not out of the picture and I almost feel as if me going dim caused him to seek solace with her once again...

So back to square one of feeling like a piece of sh1t...

Why can't I run away again? Going to bed to forget all the pain and anger...