Well, not much to update on, we are still no contact. This is not necessarily my decision but it is my W's decision. I have in the past sent a quick text asking how she was doing and she would not respond, so... I am giving her/me space.
Interesting that my W does not talk to her brothers and will not return their phone calls. She does however talk with her sisters. Her brothers keep asking me why; lol like I know why. Her oldest brother was my best friend in high school and we still hang out together. I wonder if I should back off the relationship with them? I however like being with them and like talking/hanging with them.
I am confused as to why she keeps threatening D but will not actually file. I wonder if she is waiting for me to do it? I feel like she should do the hard work of filing if she wants it. I also feel myself caring less and less about getting back together, not necessarily a lack of caring but okay with moving on in a different direction. I do not feel the tug of having to be with her, now it's more of a sadness for the loss of my family.
The Harley is real close, I went to a dealer and almost purchased one. I want to go to another dealer as they have a 2011 model that is till new and comes with the warranty for about 3k less.
Headed to Pittsburgh for work this week. A high of 39 and snow, uugghh I am so ready for warm weather. For my Northern friends laugh all you want I like it hot .
You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.
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