Having a really awful day today. The reality that we are splitting up finally caught up with me. I have been running like crazy to keep myself occupied but today it hit me. While at the store buying packing tape I had a horrible anxiety attack or something. My head was swimming and I had shooting pain in my stomach. When we got home S was chattering about how W is taking her stuff and I am taking my stuff. Then W left for work and my emotions just overwhelmed me. Feeling like a complete weakling. I can't imagine how some of the people on this board can continue listening and validating their spouse while being blamed for everything wrong in life. I have the utmost respect for your fortitude, personally feel like throwing in the towel right now. Tired of feeling like a punching bag and then apologising for it.
Me-36 W-31 M-7 S-5 BD Dec/12- things were wrong for awhile, head was in the sand
Seeking means: to have a goal Finding means: to be free, to be receptive, to have no goal
