I'm sorry that you are hurting. I wish that I could wave a magic wand and things would be better for you.
Continue detaching. Portia, you deserve so much more than what this guy has been providing you. You are a very intelligent, kind, compassionate and independent woman.
You are slowly realizing that he's got other fish to fry right now and you are there when he needs a fix for the old ego. I'm so sorry he's not been suppotive to you the last few months to a year.
I don't think it's the end, but I do see a shift in the winds and a new and different chapter being written for your life. Be open to new things because they are on the horizon for you.
Take care.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
