Not sure there is anything in the future for me and my father....he will need to work on himself before I could allow any of his energy into my life and my brother, well, their relationship, or lack there of, will be for them to work out, not for me to get involved in.
My sons birthday visit went well. MIL was there to break the tension for me a little. I stayed at H's apartment for two hours and then left, it is too awkward to try and make myself comfortable in his new life...a.k.a. Apartment.
H has noticed the pull back from me. Once again he asked me if everything was okay, and I told him yes. He then responded with "we'll you seem upset and not very talkative when I talk to you." My response..."I am sorry you feel that way, is there something you want to talk about?" His response is "no, just checking on you".
It is really irritating to me that he feels at this moment we should chat like buddies. I would love nothing more to chat with my very missed best friend, but I just can't do that with him. And I am not sure I will be able to ever again unless he would like to work things out.
Is this so wrong?
BombOctober 2012- OW 11/28/12 -H still denies Separated 11/29/12 Own place 12/12/12 Confessed OW/EA/PA 2/2/13 Oct 2013 - I knew I was done Jan 2014 - Anticipating the rest of my life
