GWN, Urworthy is absolutely correct that there are people out there that care about you and want to help. I have found that people are hesitant to offer to help/listen, but when you reach out, they are there and more than happy to take time of the day to listen and offer comfort and a strong shoulder to lean on.
Right now, everything looks dark and you think that you are alone, walking your path in life. Unfortunately, we all have to learn that we are only as alone as we choose to be in many circumstances.
About your home and the location...have you given any thought to renting your place out and moving closer to the area where you work? At least you woud not have to sell your home and still have the luxury of being close in and doing things w/people that live closer in.
I'm very concerned about you and like urworthy, we want to know if you are okay. Please post and let us know that you are okay.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
