I want you to know that I'v been thinking about you. It pains me to think you feel that life is not worth living.
There are glorious things to experience. You said yourself you are a kind, thoughtful, generous person and those things matter a great deal.
I know you've been hurt by what your h did. I do. But, you really have to try really hard to change your mindset. And the way to start is to believe that you are worthy, G. Each and everyone of us are.
Dont discount your family and friends, G. People who care about you want to help. And if they dont, then reach out and try to find someone you can talk to.
