Ok, spoke too soon. It's been a avalanche of comments on being separated, single parents etc. maybe the problem is I have relaxed a little because of not hearing it and have pushed W further away. Def time to pull back. So hard when living in same house with kids. I want to be with kids but so does W and at moment W seems to want to do own thing with them. Need to get some more focused goals I think to stop drifting.
Is this just part of the roller coaster. Why is it when you start to feel like you can cope without W, they manage to make you feel like you need them again?
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.
