I'm not exactly sure about the "breakthrough" that you insist that you came to. Your post above shows exactly how self-centered and self-righteous you've become. It's why your W doesn't want to talk to you. Period.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.