Detaching... What a journey this is. Just when you think you're getting somewhere BAM!!
I think a lot of my trouble is, I've not forgiven my Wife I'm still so angry with her.
How can she split up our family? How can she just walk out? How can she be with OM when our son is hurting? Why is she putting all of this effort into R with OM instead of working on our marriage, our vows?
Not sure i will ever fully be able to forgive and I realise this is hindering me.
She told me the other day that OM makes her "sparkle" - she sees her son 2 days a week - is it worth it? I'm so confused.
GALing today - just meeting a few friends for lunch but at least it will get me away from the house...
Vent over.
W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs 8 year old Son ILYBINILWY - Dec 12 W moved out - Jan 2013 OM - Jan 2013 I file for D - May 2013
