Perhaps you havent received the full closure you need. Seeing her could give it to you no matter what she says/does. If its something positive for you it could be an opportunity to allow her back into your life in friendship... your decision.
If the encounter is not something positive for you, it could be an opportunity for you to get the final closure you need, again, on your terms. Either way, with no expectations, you protect your heart by deciding for you what is best.
And the nagging feeling of 'what would have happened if I went' wont be something you will have to wonder about.
I can understand the hesitation though....where are your thoughts on it today?
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
