The weekend is here and Sat is the day we are to talk about how to make arrangements for H to move out. I am willing to talk to him about finances, and his belongings, but I will not speak to him about where he is going, or how he will live.

I need to keep from falling into his conversation of manipulation, blame and false guilt. I see that he has floundered around this subject seemingly on board until tonight when he claimed to have no reason to leave. He said he has needs to have an equal balance including home life, I said no, I am putting an end to this.

I know he doesn't believe me, or think I will insist. I saw a glimpse of him getting pissed off that I seem to be serious. He insisted on saying that ea is necessary in his life and he will not leave her alone. I insisted that I am taking myself out of the equation, he insists I am not.

This is such a mess and it hurts way to much to have him need ea to speak to everyday, I want to be far away from all of this already.

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!