Well I am well into DR now, wish I had a pause button on life to read it ll in one go, but managing well in bits. I have to say considering its best not to let W know about the book - the front cover could not be any louder!
One thing DR is making me realise, is how long I may have to stick to this. I knew it would not be quick, and with our current situation neither of us can go anywhere quickly. But I must admit I have had thoughts about switching of my emotions and moving on. It only when I think about life without W that I can't let myself do it.
Think pressure from OM whether it be EA as told or PA affair as assuming, but I am starting to feel like I'm fighting a loosing battle.
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.
