Bea,
The flood gates have opened and I think you'll be getting a lot of emails from him. I wouldn't be surprised if he does get up the nerve and start calling you. When they start connecting, they use any and all excuses to contact you. It could be something really stupid and off the wall or it could be something that interests you, like a concert, art exhibit, etc., but they will find a way to chat w/you. They don't realize how transparent they are in reconnecting w/the spouse. LOL!


Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.