Yes, what i reveal here is where my thoughts still go, yet outwardly i am doing what i need to do. That's one major reason he and i are taking a trip to an indoor waterpark location for spring break vacation on the cheap. No, I'm not actually going to do that, but i felt it would be good for her and our son, as a family to establish a connection.
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But my darned thoughts wanted to invite her to go with to have some time with our son and enjoy the week with no strings attached. I even woke up in a sort of nightmare at 5:00 am with that going through my mind. Sheesh!!! I've got to get rid of thinking about her.
Me, 55 W, 36 T, 10 yrs S-9 M, 8 yrs 1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa 2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa W, AA relapse early 2009-Current W moved out 2-16-2012 New OM 5-2012
