Bea, I'm not surprised at his actions. He knows he screwed up royally and now he's searching for a way to unlock the door and step over the threshhold to reconnecting w/you on a different level.
This chapter in your life is not over by any means.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
