W and I are separating in less than two weeks. She seems to have basically gone
M.I.A. (staying somewhere not home.). It is tough for me, still working on
detachment. But the toughest thing right now is how much anxiety my son is having amidst all the chaos. She mostly isn't around to see it. Trying to cope.


Me-36 W-31
M-7
S-5
BD Dec/12- things were wrong for awhile, head was in the sand

Seeking means: to have a goal
Finding means: to be free, to be receptive, to have no goal