Not confused, still emotional, getting very angry

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Okay, going to bed, but still feel angry, but trying to harness it in. Trying to work through it and let it turn into positive motivation.

Sat with H at sons concert, but didn't speak with him. I am not in the mood to be on speaking terms...he noticed and texted me asking me if I was okay. I said yes, why, and he said, because you seem upset, just checking, you weren't very talkative when I was talking to you. I didn't respond back, and all I could think was "wah, ya big cry baby". What could I possibly be upset about?

Anyhow, my sons concert was awesome, he plays violin, so it was a pops concert. 14 years old and so talented....I don't think I had that much talent when I was younger, or maybe I did and didn't utilize it, haha.

Feeling very tired, guess the anger is getting the best of me, off to bed.