Believe me Gal, my fingers are so limbered up after all H has done, they are always ready to spring into action!
All this worrying you did over the text, and he hadn't even read it! I'm glad you spoke up for yourself, but didn't pursue the need to shame or punish him. I hope that he will work to win back your trust. Do they even realize they need to earn it back?
Your last paragraph really touched me - I feel exactly the same way. Am I done? Is any chance for a R done? Just what the hell am I doing anyway????
But then I remember too... I do love this man. This broken, sad, shell of a person imposter may not be the man I married, but I like to believe the real deal is in there somewhere.
I really hate that damn Mothership
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
