But IF you decide to send the letter, you need to be able to back it up with actions. And just not the ones you are willing to take. The ones that make you want to kick and scream. The ones that hold so much fear - they take your breath away
IMO - that's where you need to start. Words are great - but it will be the actions that determine everything.
And based on what is happening in your sitch - you are having plenty of opportunities to "act" differently. To act in a way that says you are sorry without saying it.
Do I think you are sorry - yes. Do I think you can send the letter without expectation - No.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.