Haha just reread my post and when I say "now that I have H communicating again" - that's hilarious because it sounds like I'm still in control. I'm doing a 25 on myself.
Okay I'm not in control. He can talk to me or not, I have no power over what he chooses to do. I can control myself and my replies and that's it. I can be open to exploring a new R but I can't make him do it or want it.
These are my affirmations. I need to remind myself daily.