So he said I can say what I want to say to him on Saturday...I don't want to say anything...he is coming across mad and angry not a good time to have any talk...we can discuss Montana and the trip but I think this is not a good week...

He has worked a lot of hours, he sent me a message that he had to transfer money to checking...car payment and oil went through...I told him my unemployment check will be in next week.

So I will discuss Montana and feel out about whether or not to give him the letter.

This might be what he is waiting for and it might not be...this is not my soft loving H, this is the man who has been treated badly for years and never got an apology so far looking at it I have not said I was wrong and I was sorry and if I did I am sure it had an explanation or reason behind it.


ME:33 H:34
S: 18 months

BD/H left 2/10/2013
14 years together
9 married