I think I am finding that because I have stopped doing or improved on the things I was doing wrong before, that W is now finding fault in anything small to pick me up on. Almost as if she is trying to find reason to be irritated with me. Also seems to be making more effort to try and find ways of letting me fail. Is it because she does not believe its real, and therefore testing?
A friend of mine said that if she is having a PA, she would come back very happy and suddenly after a few days have a drop in emotions and become moody and irritable. I am seeing a little of that, but still signs of being pleasant. Her mood has certainly become more low over the last few days, but not so much a sudden change, quite gradual. I am reading to much into things again aren't I !!!!
I think maybe i need to have some time out of the house as we are on top of each other a bit at the moment.
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.
