Just read your stitch....can't believe you have been at this for 6 years! It has been 2 for me and I am about going nuts just wondering if I am being strung along and questioning whether there is any real hope. Like you, I am tired of the status quo but don't know what to do to change it. Please pass on any tips or ideas that you come up with.
Did I read that you (or W) were seeing a MC? If so, how is that going?