Need to let go

[littleGTO]

PoN, you crack me up!

Thanks, SP, ruby, labug, 2, Tori, and Tallula, for giving me advice/encouragement I needed without the 2x4.

You're right, of course, that I'm not ready to go to that final LRT place. I just needed to hear that & recognize WHY I'm not there. Too many emotions still involved. WAY too many.

I do love my H. I look at him and think "if only he'd come out of this fog & come looking for me" I think I'd have it in me to forgive and do the hard work needed to move forward.

BUT...I don't know if he will. It seems as though he just keeps moving further and further away. (like the recent request to divide all our finances.) That just seems so final.

I will continue on the long path of detachment. Thanks, friends!