Hey Snodderly and Bea. I am not so sure my xh expects me to be right where he left me. Then again, I have no idea what's in his head, if anything. LOL!

Honestly, I think he is still deep in, with periods of peeking out, but, who knows?

I wish him well, really I do. And I have forgiven him because I dont want to carry that around with me.

Bea, my friend, you never have to worry about hijacking. Anything you want to say on my thread is welcome.

Grr, thank you for your kind words. You will get to where you need to be. There really is no use analyzing because it doesnt get you anywhere.

Yes, xh and our son have a good relationship. That is something I really wanted for my son. But, it is not the relationship they once had or the one they would have had if this didnt happen and that's too bad.